Strangely my nights have turned into this peaceful wondering, now in a dream like state before I fall under.. Under where my subconscious knows that deep down I am scared- but not broken, not like I thought I was. I don’t cry and heave and hurt until the morning. I can breath.. I’m healing faster than I thought possible and it’s all because of you. You shine through my fears and weaknesses and you pull me into your light. “How wonderful life is now you’re in the world.”